Random Ramblings of A Phoenix: Today. Tomorrow
Today, I lost a friend...a lover...
No no no, don't mourn
He's heart still beats and the blood that runs through him still fills up his vessels...
If ever he sees me again, his blood will probably engorge his gonads;
His eyes will dim and his breath will quicken;
Today I lost a friend...a lover...
In truth, I lost him a long time ago.
I hoped my being, my heart, my smile and all of me would be enough to keep him
But I was wrong...
For every time I reached out, I was put back in my place - "how dare me, a side chic, believe myself to be his soul mate, just because he said he fell in love with me and would never leave my side.”
Today I lost a friend…a lover…
I might be sick to think I ever had him.
There was me, and her, and her and then the others
How do you lay claim to a man who says “I am in love with you but I love her too and her too”
They say the heart loves what it loves; his heart loved many, mine loved one.
Today, I lost a friend...a lover...
I lost a spark that made my nights bright and my days gay.
I lost my pride before today...I heard that was the way a woman kept the man she loved.
Today I lost a friend...a lover
Tomorrow, I will find myself again.
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"For every time I reached out,I was put back in my place"Oh! this pulled at my heart."There was me and her and her and the others" leave him and look for yours and the others. He's a damned casanova.
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